I met Holly at the Blue Hawkins Limmud Pageant in England last yr. He led a session referred to as "What 20 Years of Chevra Kadisha has taught my life." We cried by means of the entire hour.
Hawkins is Chevra Kadisha's (burial) chief in Santa Cruz, California. serves on the board of the California State Funeral Shoppers Board, teaches the courses of life-long planning of synagogues and faculties, participates in demise cafes (casual discussion boards on demise and demise) and speaks at Kavod v & # 39; Nichum (actually "Honor and Comfort") Conferences
The Jewish means of burial is lifeless easy because it was. Chevra Kadishan members wash their arms. They say a prayer asking for forgiveness for any unintentional crimes, cleaning and cleansing course of. They remove jewelry, wipe the physique with heat materials, wash it in a ritual tub or poured water jets, say "tehora hee" ("she's clean") together. They dehydrate the physique frivolously, wear it on white cotton linen or linen, tie the strings on clothes so that the loops type an envelope of Shaddai, certainly one of God's names. They could wrap the body of a prayer scarf if a individual used her to wish in life. They then place the body in a common pine box and wrap it in white cotton or linen.
Holly Blue Hawkins. (Photograph courtesy of Holly Blue Hawkins)
Hawkins' interest within the demise began in the 1980s, when he was a leading help group within the Maui Community Corrections Fund. After shifting to California, she labored as a paralegal and helped shoppers in property planning and pre-care directives earlier than shifting on to the chevra kadisha service. Right here is a few wisdom that survived his Limmud conversation and lengthy-term interview final week.
Anybody may be an assistant.
”I participated on this work within the mid-1990s when some buddies shaped chevra kadisha. At that time, I had been disabled for an excessive amount of use-mouse injury and couldn't do Tahaa. I couldn't carry things. But what I might do was sit. I might learn psalms and speak to a individual. This follow just sit with the physique, doesn’t contact, is known as shmira, a shomer, guardian. We stick with the body from the second a individual dies till they are buried. This was something meaningful what I might do. ”
Jewish values imply vulnerability, even if it is troublesome.
”Chevra kadisha literally means sacred society. Traditionally it does not just care concerning the lifeless. It takes care of poor individuals and individuals who have been or have been sick. It takes care of the cemetery. It is a main vulnerability. A few of us work exhausting to convey it again, doing all this stuff. Beforehand, Jews had to move from one place to a different, and the first thing they did was create a cemetery. Not a synagogue or a basic deal. Because in our tradition when somebody dies, we attempt to bury them in the first 24 hours. "Holy society" sounds good; I favor "holy friends." That is a sacred order in Judaism, doing this work. Once I train now, I'm not saying funeral or burial. I say levaya, which suggests accompaniment. It's crucial factor we do – with others. ”
When something is disagreeable, slows down and attracts attention.
”I might have carried out Tahara for years before I noticed that whenever you cope with something powerful that you simply just need to get by way of as shortly as potential, it's most essential to decelerate. Simply on the level where you need to velocity up probably the most. Take a deep breath and pull the holy in any approach. It affected my life in each means. Once I cope with the body of someone who might have been a horrible illness or died in a tragic accident, I take more time. Rigorously clear the hair rigorously. Washing the limbs. It doesn't matter whether the individual is literally on this body. As soon as, during a very troublesome time, we started to sing “Ana & # 39; Ko & # 39; achia”. We started niguning. After which the holiness returned to the room. How do you translate a troublesome activity into prayer? We pray with our palms once we do the desire. It's like a midwife of the soul – how cool is it? ”
Give joy every time you’ll be able to.
“People say to me:“ I don't understand how you can make such a depressing job and be such a bubbly person! "And I say:" It is because I do this job, that I am a bubbly person! “The last person I did was 102 years old. In life he really liked the attention. He wanted to look good. If he had a bad cut, you heard about it. When we worked with him, the music began to fall outside the window – it was so perfect. And in the preparatory room, when we tie the knots [in the strings tied to form the letter shin] I found myself quietly singing "You, baby, anyone other than you" because this was really around him. I think he would have loved this degree of concentration on him. ”
Demise isn’t a second. It's a process. And it's not rough.
”I consider that the hyperlink between life and demise won’t disappear as you narrow the string. It's gradual. Someone as soon as stated that dying is like drawing hair out of a glass of milk. We’re so programmed in our society, "Ew, scary, bodies." But why? We are saying tehora hee over the physique, and we are saying it daily in our mattress. "Elohai neshama sheep bee, tehora hee: My God, the soul you gave me is pure." I say tehora hee 3 times how we do once we pour water tanks on the ceremony physique whenever you clean them. It has principally given them the last sponge tub. And so I begin my day. It's something you do with respect. ”
Keep in mind that demise is coming, no matter what.
”In the future my pal cared for me. Understanding you keep me alive. Will I waste this present day? As Rabbi Hillel stated, "If not now, when?" We are saying that we’ll improve it the day before you die … but when will it’s? Who is aware of? In the course of the season, Shema, we use to die a little. Every night time before we go to bed. It's all in our custom, but we've misplaced a lot of touch. ”
Discover magnificence in all the things and every thing.
“Maybe a dead person is very elderly or very sick. We still sing song songs. We still say, "How beautiful you are, dear." There is always a point where the body has to be set on the table, and that is like me. I want to do it. I want to think, "This person was a little newborn baby, and someone did it for them." Someone hugged this person. I want to pick them up in my arms. People are like "Yuck, are you taking your dead bodies in your arms?" And I like, "Right!" This is not a Bela Lugosi movie! This is a sacred vessel. It is a replay. And in life it tells me that all the bodies are beautiful. This whole body shameful thing – sorry? You were created by Elohim [in God’s image]! ”
Let individuals profit from doubt.
"I'm an old hippie, who lives at the end of the road and try not to go to a lot of the city. I hate crowds. I hate driving over Santa Cruz when there is traffic. But now I think: "If I'm going to treat the body as valuable as there’s no one, how rather more is a individual deserving cavity, glory and love and respect?" Although God refuses, if somebody is executed for a blatant crime, the custom says that the individual deserves to be handled in the same means as somebody who lives an exemplary life. Why can't we give individuals the good thing about doubt in life? ”
Respecting demise means respecting the dwelling.
”Kavod ha respects the lifeless physique, which is why we Jews defend so strongly that we do not autopsy underneath regular circumstances. But when anyone dies in suspicious circumstances – not essentially "someone made them out", however why did they die; Have they got a illness that would have an effect on their generations for generations, or did they die of a disease that would spread? We might hold the rest of life. So we make post-mortem. And the Jewish worth of organ donation – which is a pikuach nefesh that saves life – has extra weight than guys. ”
Cry if you need to cry.
"It's onerous to promote me cry once I'm sad. But I can cry over magnificence. Every week and a half years ago, I stood at William Wordsworth's tomb and skim “Daffodils” and cry uncontrollably. And I needed to say to myself, “This is good. This is OK. This level of beauty is exactly what we need here in the world. “Think of a moment when someone you love is put on the ground and take this shovel upside down and reluctantly throw that dirt into that coffin and it goes into place. loudly – it should make you feel. So you can break up. It's deliberate. We all killed in a different way, but if we stop our grief, we will stop our joy. It's the same piping. It's like Lamaze's breathing. We try to prevent the feeling from happening if we fail. We can trick ourselves into thinking that we have got it, but it will come. And it's probably worse. ”
There are not any workouts;
If you follow, you do a very critical "pretend." But when each time we do one thing is the one option to do it exactly, we convey the entire to the other degree [intentionality]. If at present is just tomorrow practiced, how totally different is that you simply say, "Can only do a day before death"? This can be it! You and I never have a probability to discuss. Hope we’ve got others. The distinction between exercise and train is to: Give it all the things you have got acquired. It doesn’t mean that you’ve by no means practiced – you shake yourself by making an attempt to be good on a regular basis. A good friend went into pieces as a result of his mother died, and I was all, “You are just going to get one chance to do that. Is this how you want to be right now? “And he became a warrior. He drew attention. He had a friend. And it made a huge difference to her mother's dying experience. ”
Worry might be wholesome.
”Yira means worry and respect. But I say it's not; it’s a place between the 2. There we now have a yichud connection. There we are experiencing expertise. If we aren’t in stability, we both shout or wow ourselves to cosmos and to such memorabilia. I think of the day once I stood in entrance of an lively volcano and looked at it beginning to burst. Or that moment in Sinai when God stated he was, and all of the individuals broke down and fell, and Moses was the only one within the yira state as a result of he had an I-Thou relationship with Hashem [God]. If we will apply these scary, profound moments in a sacred means – as is the case at present, once I hold my lifeless body in my arms and assume, "this was a baby once, wow & # 39; s yira."
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